Hn.
So I'm sitting here in a computer lab. And I'm trying to tell myself not to fall for someone. I don't want to have these feelings of being on the edge. I want to step away but find that my feet are glued to the spot. Looking down into the dark abyss, I wonder why I have even come to the edge in the first place. There is nothing noble in peering over the edge and not falling. There is only safety in not going near it in the first place...And the funny thing is I know where I stand only because I had stood there with Dave once before and (hopefully) am just now done climbing out of the hole. Why don't I learn anything from past mistakes?