Happy F*&%$# Christmas...
Have I ever mentioned how much I really hate Christmas? I hate it, with a passion... And the sucky thing is, I would keep this feeling to myself but it's really hard when everyone is so goddamn cheery. I don't want to call anyone, I don't want to hear the sickening merriment in their voices and I don't want to ruin it for anyone. I wish I could just get away with pretending that it's just a normal day, just like every other. I'm ok with no Christmas, I could really do with out New Year's also.
It has become hard to express how much I hate everything (well, except for cigarettes) right now, and how much I just don't care.
Wish I had one of these right now...