Another loser anthem.
Wo-oh!
I despise that fact that I have a Good Charlotte song stuck in my head, as I hate the band Good Charlotte, because they are a bunch of rich kids who just want to pretend they are oh-so-tormented by being an outcast...Ah...teen angst. I remember when I was angsty and it actually meant something. Remember that Nailz, how we used to cruise in the Celica and listen to NIN. Oh yeah...*smiles* Nailz and I were angsty when it WASN'T cool to be that way. *laughs at memories* Gods it was fun, though...
Well, enough of the trip down memory lane. I have gone 1 full week without a cigarette. I haven't taken a drag off of one, haven't even thought about buying any. Today is my 1 week anniversary and the program I'm on recommends rewarding yourself for progress. So the 1 week reward, I actually got yesterday, as I was in town and spent $85 on clothes and food. I figure it was ok to reward myself early as I had sat next to two smokers during lunch and though I craved a cigarette like crazy, I didn't have one. Huzzah!
Otherwise, not much has happened since I wrote last. I had a nightmare about my car last night. I had this dream that it wasn't going to be delivered until May and I was yelling at the salesman (the dear, sweet Irishman) about how I needed a car in order to be able to get a job and blah blah blah. And then I cancelled my order and was screwed. It was a VERY bad dream. I woke up sweating and shaking from anger. It was weird...Maybe it was the Zyban as these are some side effects listed in the little pamplet that they have to put inside the package:
"Psychosis, Confusion and Other Neuropsychiatric Phenomena: ...Depressed patients treated with bupropion (Zyban) have been reported to show a variety of neuropsychiatric signs and symptoms including delusions, hallucinations, psychosis, concentration disturbance, paranoia, and confusion."
WOW. Glad I wasn't depressed. I might be having delusions of grandeur or something. Oh wait....Nah. Being that I am a Slytherin, they are not delusions. *sticks tongue out childishly*
Hm...What else? I know that was something else that I was going to say, but I forgot. Maybe I'll do a quiz today. Oh! I remembered. I was going to write about my replacement. I finally laid down the line and told him that anything I needed to do to finish up my work here was more important than whatever he could possiby want to do. I said that he could use the computer when I wasn't using it, but until I gave it up, he'd have to wait until Wednesday (tomorrow) to use it almost full-time. I'll still need to check my email in the morning and afternoon to make sure that I'm not missing any business emails... So tomorrow, I give up my computer, not only to the newbie, but also to the help desk, because they say my OS is corrupt on this computer and they need to baseline it. Which means I'll lose all my important stuff. SO--today I am backing everything up on disk. Yay! One step closer to saying syanara (is that how it's spelled?).
Hm. Quiz. Let me go search one out. The last quiz I will post from this computer...*dramatic sad sniff*
Addendum 1 (added 12:30pm):
Well screw you too, Quizilla! No quiz today folks, every quiz I've found off of other sites are all linked back to Quizilla, so we're screwed for now, and not in the way that makes me happy.