they're frightened of jumping in case they survive
Man, oh man have I been having some strange days. I didn't realize it had been since Sunday that I had blogged. The days have really been melting together since I became sick last week. The good news is that I am feeling much better and soon the days should become distinct once again.
I am getting excited about Thanksgiving. It is my favorite holiday. My eyes are watering with anticipation of my mom's cooking. For those of you who don't know, I haven't had a holiday meal with my family since Christmas of 2002. This will be my first Thanksgiving meal at home since 2001. I am uber, uber excited. And I do feel bad blathering on about it when I know that Nailz won't be able to go anywhere for Thanksgiving because of her lame work schedule. *thumbs down to Nailz's work*
Other than that, I have sort of been productive the last few days. Every time I see or think of something that needs to be done, I write it down. Then, when I come home from work, instead of sitting in front of the computer and wasting time, I actually do a couple things and then do all my online stuff until I go to bed. That way, at least I feel like I'm not completely lazy.
I had a pretty strange dream last night. I had this dream that I was on some sort of secret, illegal assassination mission. Only, I got to kill all these people I didn't like. I wasn't myself in the dream which was evident because I killed "my" father and younger brother (I don't have a younger brother in real life). It was really challenging being an assassin. It was a fairly enjoyable dream until the end where everyone I had killed came back to life ala zombies. Then it sucked. I had to get creative. For instance, I re-killed my father by pouring battery acid and gun powder down his throat and in his eyes. That was quite an interesting 2nd death...Kind of disturbing, I know. The weirdest part about it was that I felt no emotion, just a feeling of challenge to not get caught. *cocks eyebrow in thought*