well happy new year's baby we could probably fix it if we clean it up all day
Or we could simply pack our bags and catch a plane to Barcelona 'cause this city's a drag.
I am feeling a bit melancholy. I was originally very excited for New Year's day. But then I realized that it really is just an arbitrary date. The only reason this is the beginning of new year is because the world in general has agreed upon it. None-the-less, I am hoping for a relatively-good 365 days ahead. I know not all will be good. I know not all will be bad. And for that matter, I'm pretty sure there will me more than a few days where I will feel pretty damn apathetic about the whole deal anyway.
I don't believe in New Year's resolutions. I have, however, promised to breathe a bit calmer and deeper this year and to remember to stand a bit taller than I have in years past. No, I am not going to put any kind of expectation on myself so that I can feel bad while I actually still remember what it was that I am not keeping. Screw that.
I also am not a big Blink 182 fan, but back in '99, there was a song that got way too much radio play that I feel really connected to right now.
"I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can’t wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I’ve survived
I can’t wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone."
I send good vibes to all those reading. I hope that the new year holds all that you want and need, and that you may feel happiness in your life journeys. *bows*