i'd drive all night just to feel like you're okThese days I barely get by...I don't even try.
Man, nothing like Beck's "Sea Changes" album when one feels depressed. That's right. I'm feeling a bit down. Well, that and lonely. I think it's probably just my hormones, though. I'll feel better when I'm at work. I just don't know what to do with myself when I have time off. I like being busy--it makes me feel like there is a reason for my existence.
I did and didn't do much this weekend. On one hand, I did a bit of cleaning up around the apato, cooked a meal for me and Nailz, went running, dyed my hair, sorted out all my student loan documents (6 years worth) and read two complete series of manga. On the other hand, I feel like I did nothing. It's weird. I guess I did some things that I had been needing to get done. I'm dreading the next three weeks though. I am going on a vacation of sorts from the 4th - 15th. I probably won't be able to blog much, if at all, as my internet access will be VERY limited. Perfect time to get some homework done, I suppose. I still need to pack for it though. It is work related, so I think of it as a "business trip" with no weekends off.
I will also be gone for a little bit in July, August and then most of September. This will
not be a good summer for my blog. Gomen! Then again, I don't really have anything interesting to say these days anyway. Which reminds me of a very flattering (and mostly unfounded) compliment I received the other day from one of the professors I had freshman year of college. I ran into her and she was very happy to see me. She asked if I had done anything with my writing since I had seen her last, and when I told her I hadn't, she was disappointed. She told me that she had always thought that I was an extremely talented writer, and that I could have a successful writing career if I pursued it. She actually published (with my permission, of course) one of my short essays that I had written for her class in her book. Pretty cool. I've had other things "published" but only in school related things. (i.e. a poem and a piece of artwork in the annual school art/literature magazines.)
Anyway. I hope everyone has a splendid holiday. Now get back to work! jk XD