you are amazed that they exist and they burn so bright whilst you can only wonder whyEvery new year it is the same. I do a lot of personal reflection on the past year and what the year ahead could hold. Because of this, I am feeling particularly restless. I feel like the day has slipped by without any particular success at accomplishing what I was hoping to do. I did do a few things, so all is not lost. I signed up for some community education and fitness classes today. I signed up for American Sign Language I & II and for Yoga. As it is, I go to co-ed Volleyball on Tuesday nights. I need to take much better care of myself this year. I was sick quite a bit last year, so this year I'm hoping that quitting smoking and exercising a bit (compared to practically never last year), it will go a little ways to improving my overall health.
So I do have some resolutions, but I like to call them goals. Resolution sounds too much like a whole lifestyle or personal change--instead I put forth goals to learn American Sign Language and do some career searching to try to start on the road to where I want to go rather than just treading water endlessly. I also would like to go on at least a couple of dates this year--even if they don't go anywhere. Sometimes I feel lonely, but then I remember that having a boyfriend would pin me down too much. I don't like feeling that I have to make time for someone else. There have only been 3 men that I've dated that I haven't minded making the time for. All the others, it was just annoying when they wanted my time. But I realize that there has to be someone out there who doesn't annoy me.
BUT...I could definitely work on this:
Heh.
Ahem...Anywho, I send sincere wishes to all who read this to have a new year filled with infinite possibilities and fruitful paths and the feeling that you are loved.