hoshi wo mezashite0818 hrs:Finally got around to charging my mp3 player last night and adding more songs. Now I have 74 songs on it - yay! I'm trying to fill it entirely with J-pop and J-rock.
Totally spaced out there for a few minutes. I don't know what to write this morning... It is snowing here. It's not the first time it has snowed this year, but it is a lot more steady than last time. Also, (completely unrelated of course) my cat was being super cute this morning. I love him so much! In fact, I wish I was back in my warm bed, snuggling with Murphy-kun...
1012 hrs:Still snowing...
1047 hrs:Still snowing, but very, very lightly now. Of course, none of it is "sticking", which is nice.
I'm not sure what is wrong with me today, but my mind is completely blank for things to write about. Or perhaps it is because I have so many things to write about that I can't decide on which one to write about....
My sister is in town this weekend. She'll be staying at a friend's place, so I won't have to clean the apato to guest standards. :) I am hoping that we don't spend every waking moment with each other, as this may very well be one of the last weekends where I can get any kind of rest at all.
Guess that really is about it. *totally blank*
1149 hrs:As of today, I have been smoke-free for 15 days out of the last 17. I have decided to use the N.O.P.E. method from here on out: Not One Puff Ever, because that is one puff away from a pack a day. I've always been an all or nothing kind of girl. I'm either a smoker, or I'm not. I am choosing not to be a smoker anymore and I need to back up that decision with a very firm commitment. In the months ahead, I see many challenges. The first of these will be this weekend. Because my sister smokes (a lot) and she is in town, I will be exposed to second hand smoke for much of the weekend and cigarettes will be readily available. It will certainly be tough, but I'm setting my resolve today. When I make it through this weekend still smoke-free, I will be rewarding myself with something "big" on Tuesday. What do you think it should be? Your suggestions would be welcome! Please support me in my efforts to stay smoke-free! *deep bow*
I would talk about the other upcoming challenges, but I'm concentrating on taking one day, one challenge at a time. I'm going to focus all my resolve on this weekend. *fighting spirit*
Labels: blah, quitting smoking, weekend plans, work