my day at work was just like it always is: same old, same old. i appreciate the opportunity, over and over*
Today is rainy and gray. As I sit in front of the laptop (PC is "in the shop") at the kitchen table, I stare through the window, out at the parking lot and think, "What is it that I normally do on a rainy day?" ... I can't quite remember.
The last week has found me very busy at work and basically brain-dead at the end of the day because of it. I also have not found the internet to be anything exciting or entertaining like it used to be. I feel lost when I can't think of something to do. Instead, I just lay down and go to sleep. All of the emotional stress of knowing about, and then surviving, the layoffs at work has really drained me.
I don't have any big plans this weekend. I am looking forward to being home most of the time and perhaps doing some spring cleaning to welcome in the official start of the season.
Lately, I feel as though I am forgetting about something. Something important. But I don't think that I am. Maybe it is because in a couple of weeks, I will know the result of the JET interview. That will be nice to know - that way I will feel a sense of purpose again - no matter which way it is decided.
Well, guess that is about it. In a bit, I'll be meeting up with Nailz and one of her coworkers for Happy Hour. Hopefully, I won't feel so drained by then.
*Cloud Cult - Breakfast with My ShadowLabels: blather, rainy day blues, work