it was cool, but it was all pretend
May 4, 2014 (日)
Q: When was the last time you went swimming?
A: Over Easter, at the hotel my sister was staying at.
May 5, 2014 (月)
Q: Today was hilarious because _____________.
A: Nothing. Nothing was even funny about today. Okay, maybe Conan's interview with Martin Short was pretty funny.
May 6, 2014 (火)
Q: What was the last party you went to?
A: Party, eh? Well, I guess it would be the St. Paddy's day party at McGovern's in St. Paul? Real party? New Years.
May 7, 2014 (水)
Q: Who would play you in a movie about your life? Is it a good movie?
A: I'm not sure...about either question.
May 8, 2014 (木)
Q: Who do you think is cute?
A: A lot of people. Also, I hope I fall into this category. Ha!
May 9, 2014 (金)
Q: What do you want to postpone?
A: Finding a summer job. It's kind of scary to think of working 40 hours a week doing instrument repair.
May 10, 2014 (土)
Q: How did you start your day?
A: By getting up and searching the gym website to check for fitness classes. I had hoped for a yoga class to join.
May 11, 2014 (日)
Q: How do you want to be remembered?
A: As adventurous, but still grounded. Cool would be nice, too. :)
May 12, 2014 (月)
Q: What are you exploring?
A: Summer employment opportunities. Sounds positive, but it comes from a very stressful place.
May 13, 2014 (火)
Q: Who loves you today?
A: Hopefully many people that I also love!
May 14, 2014 (水)
Q: What makes a good enemy?
A: Someone irredeemable, so you never feel sorry for them.
May 15, 2014 (木)
Q: What do you consider to be your biggest achievement?
A: Quitting smoking? That was probably the hardest thing I have ever done.
May 16, 2014 (金)
Q: What was your favorite day this week?
A: Definitely Wednesday. Auntie Mo surprised my mom and me with a surprise visit. I haven't seen her in at least 15 years. It was the best surprise I've had in years!
May 17, 2014 (土)
Q: Today you got rid of _______________.
A: A grudge I had been holding. It wasn't a big grudge, but it was still needless.
May 18, 2014 (日)
Q: If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
A: I wouldn't fall for N. Because then my heart would be intact right now.
Random Ramble:
A week ago I deactivated my facebook account. I found that I had been spending entirely too much time on it and I really needed to disconnect for a while. I also took at voluntary three-day break from my cell phone (turned it off) and all of the internet (including email). I was avoiding those forms of communication because every time I checked them, I was disappointed that I didn't get anything from N. And the more he didn't contact me, the more I would refresh email and check my phone for text messages. It was starting to really bother me. So I cut myself off. On the third day I realized that what I was fearing would never happen - nothing will ever happen: I won't hear from or see him again. He is gone. For good. And as I realized that, my heart sank and hurt wildly.
But then, suddenly, it was all okay. It was as if a switch had been pulled in my mind. I realized that I didn't want a guy who would be so careless, insensitive, immature and cowardly. And even now, it's still okay. I'm not even mad. There's just nothing.
But I'm still staying away from facebook. Now that I'm not on it all the time, I am getting so much more done in my real life...
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