i don't want to go out. i want to stay in...get things done0933 hrs:And so the short, dreary days of winter have begun. This morning it was perfectly clear and the sun was coming up without any clouds to obstruct the view. Now, it is so gray out that I don't think you could find the sun if you tried.
I am feeling sleepy again. By now, I should be used to this feeling, right? Nope. It still takes me by surprise to be so sleepy. I have yawned so much this morning already that my jaw hurts and my eyes are all watery. I am slowly, but surely getting to bed earlier in the evenings. It doesn't seem to be helping much so far.
I am dreading the next 3 weeks. There is too much going on in my planner. There already are two instances where I've spontaneously said yes to doing something and then realized that I already had plans. Also - I just don't really want to go out and do things. I want to stay inside. I'm tired of always being away from home. I just want a weekend where the only time I go out is to grocery shop on Sunday. I want to be home Friday night and all day on Saturday and Sunday.
It looks like there will be no weekend like that for me until the weekend before Christmas. Bah...
Anywho - just thinking about all of that makes me crabby.
1226 hrs:Just finished eating. Lunch was ok. I had a tuna salad sandwich and a yogurt. People around me all had hot food that they had ordered out for. I was extremely envious. What is it about this time of year that makes us want to eat all the stuff that is fattening? What I really want is fatty, greasy, hot food in large amounts. It feels like such a punishment to not follow those cravings.
I am having a strange day. The morning went by pretty quickly even though I feel as though I didn't do much. Then at lunch, I was attacked by
the Giggle Loop. It was certainly embarrassing. My co-workers looked at me kind of strange, but I couldn't help it. Maybe I've finally snapped, eh? *sigh* It was such a quiet, inappropriate moment for a laughing fit. Sad thing is, sitting here thinking about it, I feel like laughing again. Laughing until tears come.
So I guess that is about it. There are three people gone from the office today, so it is really quiet. I am hoping that the afternoon doesn't feel so sleepy. I don't think I can describe in words just how much I don't want to do any work today. *sigh* It is hard some days to stay motivated. :(
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