still the wanting comes in waves*1519 hrs:I have been very conflicted at work. While I am happy to busy (very!) again, I am uncomfortable some of the time when ever-the-hottie Mr. M is here. I am super!distracted and I feel extremely self-conscious (but in a very bad way). I try to avoid him as much as possible while still hoping to get a glance of him. Why am I so stupid about it?
Any suggestions from my readership on what to do in order to be able to act normal again around him? OR, if we're really daring, we could think of ways that I can not only act normal, but ways to act in that would induce ardor on his part?
I have lots of think-y thoughts about cute boys, crushes, etc that I wish I could delve into. I think I will have to sit down and put them all down at some point. Maybe that would help me out...
*The Decemberists - The Wanting Comes in WavesLabels: boy stuff, sad, work