trust me when i say you're better off alone
Random Ramble:
Today I was thinking about couples and it made me think that it must be some kind of miracle to find someone and pair off with them. It must be some kind of miracle that only happens to some. Whenever I talk to people about wanting to find someone, or when I talk about unrequited loves, I am always reassured that "there is someone out there" for me, somewhere. But, really, what if there's not? What if I spend the rest of my life never finding someone, but always looking and hoping?
People will say, "It always happens when you're not looking". Yes, well, I haven't been looking for 12 years and so I'm pretty sure that one is just plain wrong. It gets hard to not think that something is seriously wrong with me. Maybe I have "stay away" pheromones. At this point, I just wouldn't doubt it.
So what's a mid-30s single girl to do? I feel like I've never wanted to be in a relationship as much as I do right now and it is so hard to be patient.
Labels: boy stuff, Random Ramble